1. 2:37 AM and the Space Dream

It was around 2:37 AM and the only sounds in my room were the whirring of my ceiling fan and the occasional hoot of a night owl from the jackfruit tree outside. I was curled up with a late-night chai, scrolling through a livestream of yet another SpaceX prototype doing belly flips in the sky. Somewhere in Texas, a giant metal cylinder had just landed vertically—kind of—and people were already calling it the future of humanity.

And all I could think was: Are we really planning to escape Earth like it’s some old WhatsApp group we got tired of?

Elon Musk says we need to make life “multi-planetary.” Not want to. Need to. Because, according to him, if humanity wants to survive extinction—climate change, nuclear war, AI takeover, take your pick—we better pack our bags and move to Mars. It’s the ultimate backup plan.

But here’s the thing: every time I hear that, I get this strange image in my head—like Sukumar, our local fisherman, deciding to move to a different lake because the one he’s in is polluted. Except he’s planning to build a new boat while floating in the old one. In space.

“Just like some days fish are caught in my net, and some days they are not,” Sukumar would say, if I asked him what he thought of SpaceX. And I think that’s kind of the point.

Let’s talk about this cosmic escape fantasy. Because it’s a dream, sure. But like all dreams, it’s tangled up with fears we don’t want to face.


2. The Red Mirage

Let’s be honest: Mars sounds cooler than it is. From 56 million kilometers away, it looks like the perfect set piece for a sci-fi reboot of Onam in space—red sands, dust storms, the occasional robot selfie. But up close? It’s basically a high-tech desert with the atmosphere of a vacuum cleaner bag.

You’d need a pressurized suit to take a walk. The temperatures swing from “Kerala monsoon AC blast” to “freeze-your-soul Siberia.” There’s no breathable air, no liquid water (at least not in any convenient buckets), and radiation levels that would fry your DNA like banana chips in hot oil.

Sure, we can terraform it. Eventually. In a few hundred years. With trillions of dollars. Maybe.

But here’s what no one says out loud: the people who will actually get to go won’t be me or you or the auntie who sells pazham pori at the bus stop. It’ll be billionaires, scientists, and maybe some hyper-athletic, emotionally-stable test subjects. Not exactly the average neighborhood WhatsApp group admin.


3. Space Isn’t a Getaway, It’s a Mirror

Whenever I hear someone say, “We need to go to Mars to save humanity,” I want to gently ask: Humanity from what?

If it’s from climate collapse, shouldn’t we focus on, I don’t know, fixing climate collapse? If it’s from war, maybe diplomacy deserves a little more love than rockets?

What if the real problem isn’t Earth, but how we treat it—and each other? What if we carry our same extractive mindset, our social inequalities, our refusal to listen—to Mars? We’ll just recreate the same mess, only with better helmets.

And that’s what bothers me.

Because this whole “Plan B” narrative smells a lot like giving up. It’s like saying, “We broke this house, let’s just move.” But the universe doesn’t work like the real estate market. You don’t get a sea-facing flat just because you learned to recycle plastic bottles last week.

Also—small side note—how do we justify the cost? Musk once said it might cost $100 billion to colonize Mars. That’s enough to give every person on Earth clean water right now. I mean, just imagine how much cleaner our metaphorical lake could be if we focused on healing, not fleeing.


4. The Myth of Progress

You know what this reminds me of? Those old myths from Kerala about people climbing up into the sky to escape demons. Only this time, the demon is ourselves.

Rakesh—my perpetually half-working software engineer friend—once told me that this whole Mars dream is just the latest version of a very old story: progress as escape. First it was heaven, then utopia, then cyberspace, and now… Mars.

But progress, real progress, isn’t about running away from our failures. It’s about confronting them. Owning them. Making peace with the inconvenient truths—like the fact that no amount of Martian dust will hide the damage we did to our rivers, or to the people who lived by them.

Besides, you can’t outrun your karma in zero gravity. Especially not if you bring it with you in a spaceship.


5. The Fermi Echo

And then there’s the silence.

The Fermi Paradox asks: if the universe is so vast, where is everyone? Billions of stars. Trillions of planets. And yet… no hello, no hi, not even a missed call from Alpha Centauri.

Some scientists say maybe we’re alone. Others think advanced civilizations destroy themselves before they can go interstellar. That’s the “Great Filter” theory. It’s the cosmic version of: “Congrats on leveling up—now let’s see if you survive the boss fight.”

But here’s what keeps me up: what if the filter isn’t nuclear war or AI rebellion, but a moral test? A civilization might master propulsion, fusion, even cryo-sleep—but still fail if it can’t learn how to live with itself.

What if the ones who did survive weren’t the ones who reached the stars… but the ones who never needed to?


6. Ambili Chechi’s Cosmic Chai

The other day, I stopped by Ambili Chechi’s tea stall, the one with the floral sarees and cardamom chai so potent it could restart the Large Hadron Collider. I was ranting about Mars, Elon, and how we’re all just passengers on a doomed blue marble.

She just smiled, stirred her tea, and said, “Monay, world runs on more than just logic. If you can’t fix your own house, what will you do in someone else’s attic?”

And honestly, she’s right.

We’ve romanticized space travel like it’s the grown-up version of a road trip. But Mars isn’t a blank slate—it’s a blank test paper. And I’m not sure we’re ready to fill in the answers.

Unless we figure out how to build community without borders, share resources without greed, and live in harmony with ecosystems instead of conquering them—we’re not escaping anything. We’re just exporting our chaos.


7. So Where Do We Go From Here?

I’m not anti-space. I love rockets, simulations, zero-G dance moves. Heck, I’ve spent hours sketching out how a rotating torus colony could simulate gravity using centripetal force. (Yes, I’m that kind of nerd.)

But I think we need to be honest with ourselves.

Mars won’t save us. Only we can save us. And that starts here—on this damp, crowded, gloriously flawed little planet where the rain smells like childhood and the future is still unwritten.

Maybe the final frontier isn’t space. Maybe it’s humility.

So tonight, I’ll raise my chai to Elon, to Mars, and to every dreamer who looks up at the stars and sees home. But I’ll also whisper this:

Don’t forget to look down, too. Because sometimes, the most beautiful answers are buried in the dirt we’ve ignored.

And as I sit back, 2:37 AM again, ceiling fan whispering and the same owl hooting into the dark, I realize—

Maybe the universe has always been listening.
It’s just waiting to see if we’ll finally stop running.

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2 responses

  1. Rob Stolzy Avatar

    We see things quite similarly around this issue. An article I wrote during the winter: https://skirmisheswithreality.net/2025/02/17/elons-martian-wet-dream/ . Cheers!

    1. KaustubhaReflections Avatar

      Just read it—powerful stuff. You definitely don’t hold back, and I really appreciated the depth (and bite). Love how we came at the same questions from different angles but landed in similar places. Thanks for sharing it!

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